hi xanga! i haven't been on this site in.. i don't even know. it's probably been a couple years or so since i've actually updated my profile or posted anything of significance. i used to love this site! i think i'm gonna start taking advantage of this again. hehe :) love it! btw, who still has xanga? let me know!

throughout life, everyone's bound to change. it's inevitable. but what's genuinely sad is when they change into what they used to hate. but i mean, i guess i'm being sorta hypocritical cuz i'm saying change is only good when it's from bad to good...

only one person who's actually reading this will know who/what i'm talking about..but i need to vent, so i'm using xanga.

...we were hella close in eighth grade, but throughout high school we've drifted apart, yet through various activities together, we've still stayed friends. but recently i've come to realize that our friendship is very one-sided now and maybe it's not worth it. i really hope this isn't the case, but i'm at the point where i feel like i don't deserve to be disrespected, whether it's on purpose or not, and maybe we're just two different people now. it sucks to lose a really good friend, but if you're gonna treat me like crap around [certain people] then i'm just not gonna deal with it. a lot of times when i'm hanging out with you and those people are around..you treat me like "what the hell are you still doing here. go away" and it's not your competitive/ocd-like attitude..i can handle that. it's the fact that you're becoming a two-faced bitch. a two-faced bitch is someone who acts all nice and friendly when something's needed, but won't hang out with that person otherwise. you used to hate pointless high school drama like that. now you're part of the problem. you're not completely a two-faced bitch yet, but more and more that bitch is coming out. i shouldn't have to deal with that two-faced shit. and when you're ready to be my friend again, i'll be there for you. but until then i hope you take a good hard look at yourself and see what i see because change comes from within and if you want to continue disrespecting our friendship, then don't expect me be your friend.

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?	yesnoI wish I didI wish I didn'tmost definitelynot until someone proved it to me
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	I'm so lucky.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	I am addicted to you.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Ik houd van u.
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*the last part says "i love you" in dutch, apparently, heh*